“Pero en esta vida, no se puede tener todo lo que se quiere. E aprendido que el intentar oculatar algo a como de lugar nos unde cada vez mas . Se cometen equivocaciones que accarena otras, el nudo se ase cada vez mas complicado. Y para romperlo ay que volver al principio. Decir la verdad por mas doloroso que esta sea. En cuanto lo agas te vas a sentir liberada.”—
♫ Swear I’ve been trying to reach you I’m dying You kill me why you keep your phone all on silent Recognize my role, I fucked up the timing But you and I lately been acting like islands Make a girl wanna get stupid and violent But silently I’ve been eyeing the horizon Patterns repeat, it shouldn’t be surprising ♪
Whatsoever happens, accept and enjoy, and don’t force anything. If you feel like talking, talk. If you feel like being silent, be silent – just move with the feeling. Don’t force in any way, not even for a single moment, because once you force anything you are divided in two – and that creates the problem, then your whole life becomes split.
1. “It happens inside exactly like that. Meditate on anything negative, and slowly slowly you will be simply taken by surprise — that sadness turns into joy, that anger turns into compassion, that greed turns into sharing, and so on, so forth. This is the science of inner alchemy: how to change the negative into the positive, how to change the base metal into gold.”
And I Finally Understood, That Everything With Him Was Only Half Truths. Partial Lies That Not Even He Could Believe. I Realized That Someone Who Could Not Be Honest With Themselves Or Love Themselves Could Not Possibly Be Honest Or Truly Love Anyone Else. After All This Time And Circumstance, It Was Still, “It Doesn’t Matter How Much You Love Some One If You Don’t Love Them How They Want To Be Loved.” It Was Still All Promises And Excuse. Still The Half-Assed Accountability Of A Man Living Only Half A Life. A Man Capable Only Of Giving Half Of Himself.
“You have to start living the life of the person you want to be. You’re never going to get that corner office until you start treating Don like an equal. And no one will tell you this, but you can’t be a man. Don’t even try. Be a woman. It’s powerful business when done correctly.”—Bobbie Barret, Mad Men, Season 2, The New Girl
“One day you’re there and then all of a sudden there’s less of you and you wonder where that part went. It’s living somewhere outside of you and you keep thinking maybe you’ll get it back. And then you realize, it’s just gone,”—Peggy Olson, Mad Men, Season 2